STUPID HYPOCRITE GIRL!

i hate people who don't know how to show respect when they receive my respect to them. You should NEVER treat anybody even your good buddies as if it's OK to say however you like and having it in your mind it would be OK that your buddy won't take it personally! What if that person misunderstood you coz of your language or your action?? if you are to advice or to correct your buddy coz of his/her misbehavior or his/her wrong-doing, then make it clear and make it professional! say it somewhere where you know you can still be the savor to him/her esteem and it won't jeopardize your friendship, or say it in a way you still show your respect to them!! i mean, common you guys! you cannot slam your friend anywhere you like just because of 1 mistake or misunderstood that you get from him/her. you have to be patient and find out the truth before you can go and blow out your anger or dissatisfaction.

today, i feel very very very disappointed. this friend of mine has made me cried before because of her outspoken words and stabbing me from my back. i was advised to keep away from her. and so i did. she was shock to see my changes but i stay firmed. i cannot be close to her anymore for she don't know how to respect our friendship. of course she may have her own reason for being mad at me, but she did not know the truth of my situation. and she don't have the right to go around telling bad mouth about me, while at the same time pretending in front me, still being nice and hangout with me. i was not that fool to let her do that to me. so i left her in guilt. but because she has a good side that i saw in her, i was willing to forgive her and after a long shot of distance, i let her into my life again. but i still keep the distance. i didn't treat her as someone i can count on. she is one of the hypocrite persons i know.  she is a girl who knows how to take advantage of a situation as long as she gets what she want. sometimes, i try to take it positive. i told myself, maybe that is her nature. maybe that is how she is. but don't she see that her way is wrong???  she can cry so many time and says that people hate her and dislike her. well what do you know!! change yourself woman!! if you still have the thinking in your head that you are right all the time, then you will have no one to love you no more at the end! you are just lucky to know me, because i forgive people..i even advise you to change..i save you many times..i give you my respect..i care for you..but that doesn't mean you can take for-granted of my kindness..

enough is enough..either you change or i change. and i take my road. i change. you will not have my respect, you will not have the kindness i gave before, you will not be someone i want to look for in the future. thank you for your 'returns' for this is the end. i was hurt over and over again by you girl..you are not worth of crying for. may you find yourself a friend who you can make fun of..

p/s: why girls have this kind of weird behavior??!! girls should not be ugly to their own kind!! no wonder boys and most of them have a lasting friendship! girls, keep your manners tight! urrrrgggghhhhhhhhh....!! i hate this stupidity!!